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Simple GrinI smile down, ever so softly, heart throbbing and mouth dry.  
This is the moment I've been waiting for, fearful, but anxious.  I feel the texture, a soft leather, as I dig my teeth in.  Makes me wonder, what's going on elsewhere?  Oh well, no worries.  I close my eyes, imagining a butterfly landing ever so gently on my arm  How cute  But it stings, like a snakebite.  
Damned butterfly, must have been poisonous.. I'll have to wash my arm soon.  But then the pressures gone, all the thoughts erased.  There's the butterfly again, dancing ever so softly in the wind  Reminissions  Beautif Simple Grin
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HappinessI look down at them, all the ones trusting and loving, the ones that want my care.  Smiling, laughing, not a worry in the world.  "Thanks so much Cully!" are the only words I ever want to hear.  They wonder whats wrong when I don't talk back, I'm sorry, but I can't...  Every little move is a little more stressful, but I try to appease. I offer a loving smile, even if it's on a face aching with stress and pain.   
Onward I walk, the weight getting a little heavier with each passing day.  How I've tried so hard to do everything, I've tried to offer my hand to everyone that will just let me.  The joy I get Happiness
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Slowly SnappingAll I need is time  Just some time to think  To feel  Work out my life  Set up the prime.   
When it hurts to blink  Will it heal?  It's not worth the knife  Is it worth the crime?   
Skin will peel  Shredded like the wife  Not even worth a dime   
I can hear the fife  Sour, like a lime   
Silent now, like a mime. Slowly Snapping
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My PictureA picture  Is it really worth a thousand words?  Can one frame  Really have the meaning that worded emotions do?  Is it worth it  To hold on forever?   
With time  A photo fades  And eventually  The picture becomes unclear  But the emotions  One single word  Can have packed inside  Really make you wonder   
True happiness, in the voice, can be heard by all  But happiness, in a photo, can be faked.  True sadness, in the depths of a crying heart, is easily known  But sadness, in a picture, could be easily mistaken.   
Everything's fine, &nbs My Picture
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My last journal on this subject.

Mon Aug 13, 2007, 11:53 PM
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Listening to: IM Beeps
  • Reading: Mountains Beyond Mountains
  • Watching: ATHF
Talk to you like an adult, aye? I have tried talking to you like an adult, and more often than not you take every shot at me to try and tick me off. It's moronic. Between telling me about you and Jered, to just flat out being a bitch. I can see it from a mile away, you leave the conversations pissed and angry, I leave them cracking up.

You try to insult me by calling me childish, but you're the one that drinks yourself stupid and bitches about me all the time, you say you have better things to do, yet obviously you make time for your comments and behavior.

You broke up with me, seriously, you bring me up more and more. You're calling me childish because you're -Trying- to give yourself reason to hate me. But fact of the matter is you still love me the same way you did so many months ago. You're getting laughed at for being so unsure about everything and lying to yourself out loud.

What we did is not bickering over art, you insult me by naming a picture of me "Monster". Even then you change the picture to one of you, but you're too slow to change the artists comments for your "Monster" edit, that's still a picture of MY eyes. Even then, you comment saying you don't know what I'm talking about, as if it was never a picture of me. Are you trying to cover up your tracks and your train of thought get lost half way through?

By the way, I -Haven't- IM'd you, you've IM'd me. Hell, I've even been friendly, you're the one that takes all the shots because you're so angry.
You bitch about me to all your friends, even now, all the time.

You say all these things as if I would listen anyway, it's bad enough that you try and boss me around, but the way you do it is just hilarious.

Now, if you want to drop all of this, and -actually- try to be mature with me. Then so be it, like I told you, I have no ill feelings toward you, I have ill feelings towad what you do. Feel like stopping? That's fine.

As for me, at this point I don't care anymore, I'm living and loving it, you don't have to be a part of it. This is my final message. Farewell.

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Mood: Sweet ~GothicKittenChristy Aug 17, 2008, 2:15:39 PM
:heart: I love my sexy Cully-bear! :jackdirt: lol :flirty:
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~Scrago Aug 14, 2007, 8:20:20 PM
"Why should you hit me?.. What have I done wrong now...?

-Twirly twirly dancing dancing-"

No really though.
Leave me be.
I'm not in the mood for petty bullshit/

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"All art is quite useless." - Oscar Wilde
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~Sally-Martick Jul 28, 2007, 4:23:45 PM
I want off your watch list.

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Two Halves of A Whole Seeking Perfection in An Imperfect Way.
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~Scrago May 6, 2007, 3:39:58 PM
he he.
YOu're such a little cutie eh.

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"All art is quite useless." - Oscar Wilde
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~Scrago Apr 1, 2007, 6:45:26 PM
YOU KNOW YOU LITTLE SHIT
if you have better morals then why did you put a shitty message like that on this GODAMN SITE.
You did it to embarrass me, humilate me, ect...
or at least that's what you wanted.
Grow some fucking balls and say shit like that to my face.
Why don't you bring your lazy ass up here and yell it in my face. instead of being a god damn pussy and putting on DEVIANT ART.
We do not need your stupid drama.
Remeber that. YOU EVER WANT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT ME>.. COME SAY IT TO MY FACE YOU PUSSY

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"All art is quite useless." - Oscar Wilde
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